It has been 5 months since my
Husband, Clovis, went to be with Jesus. During the years I took care of him and
especially at the end of his days, I learned that there is more than one way to
lay down your life for someone else. You can lay down you life and still be
breathing. I believe that is more difficult than taking your last breath for
someone else to continue breathing. To be absent from the body is to be present
with the Lord according to the Apostle Paul. Laying down your life is not only
an act of the physical body. It may mean laying aside your own needs, hopes,
dreams and aspirations to give someone else the best quality of life possible
as they struggle to face the transition that is to come. I would do it all over
again for him.
1st Peter 4:12 tells us, “Dear
friends, don't be surprised at the fiery trials you are going through, as if
something strange were happening to you.”* I believe when someone has accepted
the salvation provided for them on the Cross by Jesus and perhaps gone through
a time of inner and outer healing, the challenge is to consider what’s
next. When the road became really tough for Christ’s followers, some of them
dropped off by the wayside. His faithful ones struggled and as we know, even
denied they knew him for a season. It all depends upon what you want from the
life you now have. 1st Peter 4:13 says, *“Instead, be very glad--for
these trials make you partners with Christ in his suffering, so that you will
have the wonderful joy of seeing his glory when it is revealed to all the
world.” Those of you who know me well, know that I hate to miss out on anything
exciting that is happening around me. That challenging expectation is hard to
meet since I am unable to clone myself. The fantastic truth is that when God’s
glory is revealed to the world, no one is going to miss it. We will either
receive it with joy or we will shrink back in fear and shame. God wants the
former for us, not the latter. As I have written to you before, my goal is
Philippians 3:10: “I want to know Christ and experience the mighty power that
raised him from the dead. I want to suffer with him, sharing in his death,
(why?) so that one way or another I will experience the resurrection from the
dead!” ETERNAL LIFE!!!! No one can take that away from you no matter what
avenue takes you from this present life! Knowing that, I accept with joy the
trials that become part of my “missionary” journey. I am an Ambassador of
Christ. Missionaries and Ambassadors are quite similar. They both deliver a
message to their listeners. Ambassadors and Missionaries are called to dangerous
places at times. My Friend and Brother in the Lord, Ron Flug, wrote a song I had
the blessing to hear him sing: “Dangerous Places”. The following is the chorus:
“You
take this heart into dangerous places.
You
take this heart where I wouldn’t go.
You
take this heart into dangerous places
And
you break it open and you let love flow.
Yea,
you break it open and you let love flow.”
Lord Jesus, may we all receive the strength that only you can give to enable
us to say unreservedly, “I surrender all… everything I am, everything I am not,
everything I have… I’m Yours Lord!”
(all scriptures are from the New Living Translation of the Bible)